Life seems to be in a constant spiral downwards...at least concerning school and what God wants for me and my life relating to school. My current feelings include disappointment, confusion, anger, sadness, dissatisfaction, distant from God...so many thoughts are swirling in my mind that I don't even know where to begin. I can feel it permeating into all aspects of the rest of my life. Which means I need help; I need to talk about all this to someone external to my situation. I think it's about time I went for some Christian counselling as regular counselling didn't help a whole lot, though it did get me thinking about many issues.